James Driskill <realuphuman.net@gmail.com>

Being Yourself Is More Than Enough

Real Up Human [.net] <realuphuman.net@gmail.com>Sun, Jul 8, 2018 at 9:49 AM
To: Rob Newells <rnewells@apeb.org>
Mr Executive Director Rob Newells,

APEB and I have a history. 

I received the following message from your email server to the status of now what is a former employee.

Jillian Young is no longer employed by APEB.
For assistance, please contact
Executive Director Rob Newells (rnewells@apeb.org).


Before I get into the history and the purpose of discussion in this email corrspondence, let me say the theme of this email is
the erosion of social trust and what happens at the closing end of the tunnel vision if you don't grasp the truth on how this is
affecting our society.  I have a LinkedIn Post [ with the linking research ] for public awareness of this issue so that we are
all talking correctives adaptive positive change in directive forces --- not blaming for past action immoral imperfection foolishness.

My intention in this email is peace building and make no mistake --- I am doing that with each and every stroke of the words written
in this space and then direct sent to your email inbox.  This is an important matter of society and community concern.


Please use the link to read the full article before you continue to read this email complexity of issues to compile a conclusive
understanding in the end.  Thank you.




Let's say this message your server gave me is out of date to the fact that Rob Newells is no longer the CEO and time-sliced was
the CEO at the time of Ms Young's separation, the server does not have the ability to hold A.I. contacts correctly time current
applied to job posting position. 

I don't accept that fact that Ms Young is no longer working there, does not allow me the option or required need to connect the dots of time
to a corrective measure.  Because one person leaves does not reset a relationship [ person to organization ] with any kind of
rational reasoning.  A corporation has no expiration date.  A limited partnership dissolves at the death of one of the partners,
but the entity created does not just cease to exist.  That organization carry forward all of the history elements of exchanges
between the two or more partners involved in these mental work to physical action expressions of our collective way creations.

That is the topic of this issue.  You can't just abandon the history here --- and move on with no answer.  That is not an option here.

Do we have a clarified position of truth?

WE HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AND A HISTORY UPON THAT RELATIONSHIP THAT YOU HAVE TO RESPOND ONTO THESE
CONDITIONS OF COMMUNITY WELLNESS CONCERN.

Just because the person who I dealt with then, no longer is there, does not mean that it is the possible solution to just reset the
moral standings to zero for what are done on both sides of moral and immoral acts.  These of great causes of bests or as we have
to also hold weighty truth for the worst causes of misdeeds maybe imperfections that has made a great alteration of life dynamics
that must be brought into a light of current age perspectives.

We would be fools to keep covering over the dirt by sweeping it under the rug --- over time --- the process stinks up the room...
and what is stinking is not seen ---- but it is present there --- unconditionally a truth ---- we just do bury our unfortunate
portions of our life -- and just move on as though nothing is wrong by hidden dirt.   NO, IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY!

Because you don't have personal experienced memory of events carried down from that time to now, does not mean anything
of a lesser role duty to know what details of time events can be restored to your mind presence.

Perhaps they kept a real detailed account of journal of events [ which might include an archive of email conversations ] that you actually
honorable hold to all time human history out of the respect of the ones who came before you.  That being nothing is wrong with that
concept of honor and a commitment of holding history of how we got to where we are now in light of a big wow rehashing over the
campfire on some company retreat into the woods -- and no technology to keep the story alive --- we made story capture a part of
pre-assignment research of history before we left to this retreat to honor those who came before us, to hold them honorable
into our human memory.  There is absolutely nothing wrong, and perhaps everything right with that paradigm of ideal thought.

A reset of a CEO does not reset a moral line moves back forward up or down of service or disservice to community.

We have that model of standard here ---- but for companies acting badly --- that is not the standard you would praise. 
The altered standard is burn the logs and burn the history just in case there is something that can bite us badly in it.

People operating from a perspective of moral conscience wisdom wise guidance, with honesty and integrity, and perhaps God
fearing future day salvation, don't think the way of being suppressive, oppressive or perverse or pervasive in these ways normally.

You might want to assume that you don't personally have "moral responsibility" as an individual to the events that you were
not involved with.  That might be true.

But as the captain of a ship takes on the responsibility of the acts that all of the crew members do, good or bad, sink or swim....

so too the CEO takes on that role of responsibility to the entire history of the organization as to some events casting a shadow
onto lives living and lives lost are forever-lasting of presence to consider as being a moral human being dedicated to not
repeat mistakes made but to correct and made amends for mistakes made --- to our best ability reconciliation
because peace building efforts go much more future time forward to our collective social wellness over violence.

Did I accuse you as having moral responsibility or moral accountability for violence?  It is indirectly an presence of truth.

For when social trust [ sometimes named social capital ] erodes to a point of diffusion lost, we are in a social breaking
of something greater that we want to actually take into consideration a microcosm of prospective and perspectives
views of the way the real flow of the lost of #SocialTrust holds us onto a duty of our collective conscience or social order
of our collective quality of life.

Social Trust has been lost in the HIV/AIDS Social Services Network.

There is a #ConspiracyExposed --- by way of Time Changes --- Glassdoor Employee Reviews are now a part of
our tools of information consideration to bear witness of things happening behind closed doors. Thus the name
of Glassdoor --- holding employee reviews to a trust that they are not altered or censored or deleted by
companies.

Across the national slice of Glassdoor reviews, there is some real real disturbing trends I have matched
to events that have occurred in my life --- dating all of the way back to the beginning creations of the
Ryan White Care Act implementation onto our society of so called supportive function of living with HIV.

I say, it is not has not was not a supportive thing of creation.  I say it actually is something a bit hidden of a dark
deed secret that I have known about since I was a resident in Oakland through a hate and harassment
campaign targeting against me with cyber-bullying, cyber-stocking, and indeed cyber-hacking before the cyber-bullying
laws were placed onto the books.  Thus making these illegal acts which an authority now can prosecute today against violators
of these laws.  That does not negate the fact that these immoral acts we done against me, victimizing me, they were carried onto
altering my life drastically leading to eviction their endgame goal to ride me out of the community.   This a pattern to repeat itself
in 2016 in Denver.  You who are in this secret clan carrying on a secret sect of hidden agenda and hidden passing of privacy
violations are carrying a memetic pattern that is recognizable.  You all idiots!

But no one wants to admit there is a conspiracy here --- but then again -- no one really want to morally debate why
such actions are against the sanity of community and social health. 

I have a LinkedIn Professional Site Community Awareness Post to the cause and effect of erosion and loss of #SocialTrust.

IT IS A SERIOUS DECLINE TO CONTINUE TO IGNORE THE PRESENCE OF RATIONAL RESEARCH ON THIS SUBJECT
HOLDS THIS PARADIGM OF OPPRESSION RELATIONS IS DANGEROUS TO OUR FUTURE TIME CONTINUANCE AND
MUST BE STOPPED --- IMMEDIATELY HALTED THE PRACTICE OF MONITORING CLIENTS ONLINE ACTIVITY
AND USING THAT MONITORING OF ACTIVITY TO GENERATE HATE AND CHAOS BACKWASHED INTO THEIR
REAL EVERYDAY WORLD AIR BREATHING LIFE!

Jamal Graham was a former case manager of APEB who then became the resident building manager of Allen Temple Manor.
His moral character was known to you all at the time of his termination.  And you allowed him to carry on run-a-muck hate
onto the community for years and years and year and years without an address of common decency.  You allowed yourselves
to become agents of hate --- you have allowed hate to win -- by default --- your time distance apart from these events
does not negate your social duty of moral correctives onto this systemic false belief that harassing a member into an choas confusion
oblivion in the community is godsend or god condoned God's word to then be rewarded in heaven when at the time of your salvation,
you meet your maker.

I hope this email comes upon you with greatness to provide a response of community leadership wellness -- to the nullification
of past believe practices that are still present hating on our community --- you opened a Pandora's box of chaos onto our collective
community fabric of social life trust/distrust quotients and you don't know how to close it ---- it is not possible to close it --- to bury  it
---- it is not possible to fix this without knowing the truth!  You all idiots!

This situation you, the leaderships in command control of the Ryan White Care Act collective policy disordered practices
created this !!!  IT IS OUTRAGEOUS!

Please continue to read forward message directed to the HIV COMMUNITY AT LARGE DIRECTLY AT MY CURRENT LIFESPACE
CONTACTS. 

Thank you,

Mr James Martin Driskill
3260 Grande Vista
San Bernardino CA 92405
Last Visit To the APEB Office was
Sept 2013, when then CEO created
an agreement with me with a handshake
understanding to see me off on what I
described to both your CEO and Ms
Young of my arrival agenda of long
walking from Allen Temple Manor
to San Bernardino, a long aids
walk of beauty.  This was to
fulfill a walk promise made to the
attorney in case WG06266106
and a writing I issued on May 20th 2006
called Oh Kind Sir contains that walk
promise.

Oh Kind Sir Is Spoken Voice Narrative Provided
On SoundCloud:


It is worth a listen to --- to the man you have destroyed by haters collectives elite!
embedded in the social service agency agents of betrayal.  Trust is all fucked up!

On that Long Walk, started on September 21st 2013,
journal with spoken voice narrative interface at:

http://alongwalkofbeauty-us.gruwup.net/

A Long Walk Of Beauty

Starting From: Oakland California : 37 45'27.44"N 122 11'4.00"W
Final Destination: San Bernardino California : 34 09'03.41"N 117 18'39.60"W

Current Estimated Route Mapped 505 Miles : Google Map Walk Directions 

AN ACTION ONTO OUR CYBERSPACE CREATION WAS GENERATED ON THIS PATH OF WALKING TIME

The Creation Of This Online VALID FOLDER SPACE:





Your CEO at the time NEVER SHOWED to SEE ME OFF ON HIS PROMISE TO BE THERE AT 9AM
SHARP AT THE CORNER OF ALLEN TEMPLE MANOR --- THE HISTORY OF EVICTION CASE
#WG06266106 and the CONTENOUS RELATIONS GENERATES THE REGISTRATION OF
THE INTERNET DOMAIN SPACES OF : @REALUPHUMAN.NET : @FUCKEDUPHUMAN.NET
CHECK THE WHOIS DATA RECORD....  THAT IS ME --- MYSELF --- AND I THAT CREATED
THIS MEMORIAL TO THE HATE THAT IS IN YOUR MIDST ---- IT WON'T BE FORGOTTEN!

YOU SHOULD BURN IN HELL  BURN BURN BURN IN HELL




Please continue to read on....



 

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Real Up Human [.net] <realuphuman.net@gmail.com>
Date: Sun, Jul 8, 2018 at 5:30 AM
Subject: Fwd: Being Yourself Is More Than Enough
To: Sue Lowe <slowe@desertaidsproject.org>, Michael Muller <mmuller@desertaidsproject.org>, Maritza Tona Exec Director FAP <mtona@fapinfo.org>, "Bonnie Flippin - Administrative Supervisor [ The Boss of The Inland Empire HIV Planning Council ] Ryan White Program" <bflippin@dbh.sbcouny.gov>
Cc: myHIVteam <support@myhivteam.com>, William Jamal Wilson <Willwilson003@gmail.com>, timothyerals@yahoo.com, "Timothy @RealUpHuman Kyle Ashley" <pumalo4100@gmail.com>, #Key <blackmeat6969@yahoo.com>, Samuel Martinez <smartinez.07pnpboi@gmail.com>, "#Jonathan.Arellano-Jackson : #Kramobone-The.Good" <JArellano-Jackson@pd.sbcounty.gov>, chris berger <cebergerllu@gmail.com>, San Bernardino County District#5 Supervisor #LeaderInChargeOfSanityOverHate' Gonzales <SupervisorGonzales@sbcounty.gov>, Joy Badwound <jbadwound@gmail.com>, Jillian Young - Patient Care Coodinator <jyoung@apeb.org>, Angela Keady <angelak@coloradohealthnetwork.org>, cinamon@rockymountaincares.org



For some who read this text, they may get pissed at it's positioning and inference.  For one who might read this, he may retrieve his honor by
apologizing to me for his ignorance.  His mother more important than his boyfriend dealing with a conspiracy truth so large it is hard to fathom!

TRUTH WILL EVENTUALLY RIDE THE WAVES OF THE INTERNET SURF --- I HAVE DONE MY BEST LEVEL OF EXCELLENCE
TO DOCUMENT THIS STORY AS AN UNVARNISHED TALE!



James Martin Driskill
San Bernardino CA 92405
(720) 446-7044 : The Kramobone Phone

I am not holding back a damn fucked up human thing --- from the exposed truth that is by the preponderance of the evidence showing
the words written below are a very strongly opinionated statement ---

IF THEY ARE NOT TRUE, THESE STATEMENTS
disparages, liable and defames those in leadership control of
corporations under what is imprinted to be the absolute truth occurring in these
dark devil deeds done dirt cheap.

I hold my statements to the public record ---- I stand and will double down and triple down and quad-triple down that these
statements made herein are subjective conjecture by a process of elimination determination patterned logic to why the campaign of hate
that targeted me was so aggressive and profoundly obvious - the few off the charts "remarkable" contact returns from a TruthFinder Background
Check Report of career standing positions and job placement experiences when researched what are the actual
digital tracking sources of hate and harassment that I did in fact receive.

You think the story that is told is a false record?  PURSUE TO FILE A LAWSUIT OF DEFAMATION AGAINST ME
FILE THAT FUCKED UP HUMAN CASE IN FEDERAL COURT AS WELL AS SAN BERNARDINO
COUNTY COURT MAGISTRATES. 

TRUTH OR DARE

I DARE YOU TO ATTEMPT TO DEFEND THAT WHAT IS OFFERED HERE IS NOT TRUE.....



Are you patriotic here in the United States of America?

The site of the social community network site of


is holding my profile standing --- I express myself quite real

You all recoil from the truth --- because you all are in deep hot

water of conspiracy corruptible collusion hoarders of

our precious resources of Ryan White Care Source Funds

and other donations you receive to be deliverance of services onto us, the

ones infected by HIV. But no, that is not where the whole pile of monetary temptations

go into 100% funding of operations to sustain us, not you, in this equation

of conflict of interest case management paradigms that you know you are desperate

to keep as hard grip grasp, as hard as your mighty muscles in your hands can yield

to not let go!!!!!

Because it has been so abused over the years the
whole thing collectively is an imbalanced structure of a house of cards
ready to collapse at any moment now..... 
who the hell certified these books?

You act as untouchables, so I know you have some
political protection keeper of the Big Secret that I have been aware
of it's presence all of the way back to my residency in Oakland 2005/2006.

It is way way way up in the stratosphere of political special interests favors of
way up high in the rung ladders of this scheme to certify this corruption
each year system wide.  It is a systemic problem that foundational
needs an intervention to uproot it's devil of pretense.

I want to know his name.

This is what is holding your lifestyle of grandiose excesses

that you are skimming off the top or the bottom edge of the pool

of monetary funding that is being misdirected......

-- funds misdirected to their proper utilization expenditure code

in your financial general ledger transactions of operations  ---

Where does the money go and flow?

I am not the only one asking such a question....
The Yale University Study From Feb of 2016 [ 2 years ago ],
mentions it to the exact frame referencing.  Why don't
we follow a guidance offered to your industry in that letter?
Oh we can't do that.  No comment why we can't, we just can't
DEATHS ARE THE RESULT OF CAN'T!

"Perhaps analyzing where money is being spent"

You all are idiots to delay this and attack me in an 11-month
hate and harassment campaign that I know for this year
and this day, people are starting to take notice of
my presentation markers --- calling for a change!


Study shows direct link between state spending habits and AIDS deaths

test test

Despite considerable advances in the prevention and treatment of HIV/AIDS over the past 30 years, HIV infection rates have remained stagnant in the United States for the past decade. A study by researchers at the Yale Global Health Leadership Institute (GHLI) examines links between spending on social services and public health and AIDS deaths in the United States. The study was published online in the journal AIDS.

The researchers reviewed data between 2000 and 2009 from all 50 states regarding HIV/AIDS case rates and AIDS deaths. They found that states with higher spending on social services and public health — such as education and income support — per person living in poverty (according to the federal poverty threshold) had significantly lower HIV/AIDS case rates and fewer AIDS deaths. 

“Our findings highlight the potentially critical importance of spending on social services as an element of HIV prevention and treatment to reduce HIV/AIDS diagnoses and AIDS deaths,” said Kristina Talbert-Slagle, lead study author and senior scientific officer at Yale GHLI. “It is interesting to see how much HIV, a virus, is affected by social determinants. We know heart disease and diabetes can be influenced, but we don’t often recognize how much rates of infectious disease can be influenced by social factors.”

Previous research has demonstrated that insufficient income, limited transportation, inadequate housing, and food insecurity can limit access to and ongoing engagement in the care and treatment of people living with HIV and AIDS, as well as their adherence to medical routines. The Yale GHLI study is the first to establish a significant association between state-level social services investments and clinical health outcomes for people at risk of HIV infection or for those living with HIV/AIDS.

This work defines an element, often missing from health policy discussions, in improving outcomes for this important population and underscores the importance of social factors in affecting health outcomes both for people at risk of becoming infected with HIV and for those living with HIV or AIDS, said the researchers. 

“HIV and AIDS still affect a significant percentage of our population. We need to do something different to reach those people who are not being treated and to generally prevent new infections. Perhaps analyzing where money is being spent is the start for new ways to address HIV,” says Talbert-Slagle.

(Image courtesy of Shutterstock)

Media Contact

Rosalind D’Eugenio: rosalind.deugenio@yale.edu, 203-432-3649

Ms D'Eugenio, I have a way with words --- grasping at straws will
yield little drink to quench their corrupts of thirsty hungry hating wolves.
I have the balls, the biggest balls of them all. All made of balls of steel and
thus the courage to press forward and to make public claim statements as this is,
because, I am a Lion!

My network itself and it's adult school orientation startup attempt -- they collapse,
---- stands true, strong, courageous and long ----
as a pride of lions

As SiteAdvisor Clears My Sites

As Safe To Browse

In the Category of Education/Reference and Content Servers,
Please click on these links because
I have asked you to do so.
Thank you.



YOU FILE FOR A YEARLY BUDGET REVIEW FUNDING REQUEST
TO MEET THE NEEDS OF THE CLIENT BASE IN COMMUNITY
BUT WHERE ARE THE REAL TRUE GRIT OF RESOURCES,
ESPECIALLY IN HOUSING TO MEET THE LEVEL STANDARD
OF CARE PROCLAIMED IN THE RYAN WHITE ACT?

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Ryan White HIV/AIDS Program Services:
Eligible Individuals and Allowable Uses of Funds
Policy Clarification Notice (PCN) #16-02
Replaces Policy #10-02



Where is that standard of care deliverance of services offered us?

This does not mention waiting periods of evaluation, to determine whether client
is "housing ready" to receive housing services.  This policy does not even
mention waiting lists at all, in that if there are waiting lists subjected
on property managements, that all HIV/AIDS heath clients are
treated priority top placement to those waiting lists and must
be placed first come next available unit standard.  That has never
been the standard that I have ever been subjected to policy.

In Denver, I was on a 28 month waiting list --- people were complaining
on being on the waiting list over 3 full fucked up human years.  Those funds for
housing resource placements are requested yearly --- taken away and pocked into
the coffers of directors and leaderships and CEOS of these social service agencies.

PROVE THAT STATEMENT IS NOT TRUE --- WITH AN SYSTEM WIDE
INDEPENDENT AUDIT OF YOUR FINANCIAL GENERAL LEDGER BOOKS!


Those hoarded funds are lining your pockets instead!!!!
Provable subjective opinion here, maybe not completely.
But I guarantee with enough oversight from reality
based rational thinking overhaul of the system,
it would show the overruns of imbalanced debits to credits
on your spreadsheet audits!  I bet I am 100% right!

Those are your faults that need to be acknowledged and addressed
in this #ConspiracyExposed that no one wants to start
the adaptive discussion time meeting with me to
get to the root of the haters problem.  We have a problem
of accepting the responsibility of a memetic pattern recognized
paradigm that is systemically embedded in your business model platform.
Let me take a crack at tracing the actual data and monetary transactions that are
occurring from a business operations financials flow chart. 

There is free business operations flow chart software available on the web. 

I used commercial flow chart software when I was operations controller
for a plumbing and fire protection company. I know how to do it --- well!

My field of employment from my job of 12 years

TITLE: Computer and Financial Operations Controller
Small Organization of Sales Of 2 Million Dollars Annually
In Plumbing and Fire Protection Sub-Contracting Industrial zoned projects.

Click Here To Get My Resume

James M Driskill : Experience Resume

OPEN YOUR BOOKS TO ME!

YOU WON'T DARE EXPOSE THAT TRUTH --- IT IS THAT DARK

DIRTY DEEDS DONE DIRT CHEAP!

PROVE IT ELSE WISE --- THAT WHAT I JUST
ELUDED AGAINST YOU IS NOT TRUE --

PERFORM AN ACTION OF CONSCIENCE
BACK UPON ME THAT IS REALISTICALLY
ACTIONS THAT HAVE SOME TEETH TO
HOLD TO THE NEXT BITE OR CHEW OF
DAY TO DAY ACTIVITY AND EVENTS
BUSINESS PROCESSING UNDER YOUR ROOF!

TO TELL THE TRUTH!

 --> Note The IMAGE URL OF THIS LINK BUTTON--> 



ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK OF HOLDING WEB FOOTPRINTS ONTO A CLIENTS WEB LIFE MESSAGES AND MEANINGS AND MISSION WORK --- FOR YOU TO CLAIM YOU NEVER GOT THAT MESSAGE!

I cannot do any more better at being myself than attempting to call fate on their faults and that they actually give a flying fuck.  Something different has to change in the client concerns paradigm interface of

service provider supportive care.  This is IMPERATIVE PRIORITY REQUIREMENTS OF DELIVERANCE FROM THE CONTROL GRIP OF THIS SYSTEM'S HATERS COLLECTIVES ELITE!

@FBI --- are you listening or are you too part of this conspiracy to be inclusive of the haters collectives elite!  You have not responded to my rational thinking addresses --- and you should consider that an

offense posture of silence ---- as maddening to me but more ---- deserving to be disturbed from that silence.




---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: myHIVteam <support@myhivteam.com>
Date: Sat, Jul 7, 2018 at 8:00 AM
Subject: Being Yourself Is More Than Enough
To: jmdriskill@gruwup.net


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